Song -- Dreaming

I wanna go where the people say it's so beautiful
I wanna smile and here people say that I'm beautiful
I wanna sing and let it fill up every room
Where should we go,
I don't know
As long as it's wonderful
For me

I wanna swim in the ocean, swing round the monkey bars
I wanna run down the backstreets, feet covered in black tar
I wanna play with my best friend, ley her sell out on me.
Where should we go,
I don't care as long as it's free
'Cause we're broke

I'm not dreaming too high for me
I just want to travel the seas
Forgive me,
For trying to see the world
I can't help it
I'm just a girl.

Song -- Smut

I've been sick
I've been tired
I've been waiting around
For you
To get your arse back on level ground

I'm tired
Got concussion
A lump on my head
But I'd rather be here than alone in my bed

It's ridiculous and we're not done
To be honest, we haven't begun
Disappointment you are
To all I've read
You try to convince me to give you head

Don’t touch
I’m not yours
Whatever you think
I’m in love with fiction
Dream till I’m over the brink
You think I’m in love
I’ll call you a shrink
I’m much rather a dream boat
Than you by my sink

I'm not sorry
For all that I said
But it's true
I'd have smut
Over you in my bed

You're pathetic
It's not laughable
I retch at your efforts
And to sleep I fall
And my dreams
Full of sexed-up knights
Are forgotten too early
'Cause you wake me at daylight

Don’t touch
I’m not yours
Whatever you think
I’m in love with fiction
Dream till I’m over the brink
You think I’m in love
I’ll call you a shrink
I’m much rather a dream boat
Than you by my sink

I love you,
I need you,
I wake up.
You adore me?
I'm outta here
Before I throw up

You see me too often
For me to care
I won't miss you
You'd worship my bus fare

Don’t touch
I’m not yours
Whatever you think
I’m in love with fiction
Dream till I’m over the brink
You think I’m in love
I’ll call you a shrink
I’m much rather a dream boat
Than you by my sink

I've been sick
I've been tired
I've been waiting around
For you,
To get your ass
Back on level ground
I see you
I grimace
I'll walk away
Don't come near me again
Or I know what to say

Rap 1

Sometimes we feel the need
To spit our souls out over the chorus
I scream my sorrows over guitar
Could some sex-god play it for us?
Maybe I need therapy; retail sounds delightful
I'd love to go to the mall
If my demons weren't so spiteful
I'd like to be a princess, oh
Big white canopy bed
Then I might get some sleep
To ease my pounding head
My dignity is insincere
I'll take whatever's mine
My emotions are suppressed
Does that equal chugging wine?
No drug is gonna get you up
Who are you kidding?
Just know the ass who got you that
Won't be booked for dealing.

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Falling
Flying
Counting the freckles on your nose
Watching your back when you go
Waiting for you to call

Hiding
Finding
What I've been searching for
Leaving you alone
But wishing for so much more

Song -- Beg

Maybe I'm not supposed to love you
She told me that clearly
There's no need to toy with me now
You only see what you wanna see
You see her your colours show through
Like the setting sun
You see me, you just look straight through
'Cause I'm just another one

But I'm not started yet
And you will be begging me;
You wont forget
How you hurt me, 'cause I wont let it go.
I'll bloom, you'll be dusty
And I'll be speeding away
There's nothing more to say

Forget the past it's over,burnt up
Figures lying in the dust
Are nothing to do with us
I'll forget you
I won't regret you
There's nothing I'd rather do but
When I let you go
I won't let you know
You can tell her to go get screwed

But I'm not started yet
And you will be begging me;
You won't forget
How you hurt me, 'cause I won't let it go.
I'll bloom, you'll be dusty
And I'll be speeding away
There's nothing more to say

On this subject, darling
I'll spit in your face
Oh, my cupid
Your arrows bend with grace
Your two-faced loving
I will learn to forget
Until then
I guess I'll live with regret.
Not.

I am so not done with you,
You've got to beg to stay
It's my contempt for you
That's made me this way
Blame yourself,
You lost me
To that bitch without a heart
If I leave you broken
Then maybe that's a start

But I'm not started yet
And you will be begging me;
You won't forget
How you hurt me, 'cause I won't let it go.
I'll be in bloom, you'll be dusty
And I'll be speeding away
There is just nothing more to say
I've got nothing much to say to you
There's nothing more to say

Good luck

I wish you the best of luck
With him; You'll need it
I would say it to your face
But would that be condescending?

And you're crying
"I can make him happy!"
But he's still the same person
We don't know how you find in him
How you find in your heart
The good to love
I guess you're better suited

I could never give him what he wants
He didn't look at me
Just my chest
He wants a blow up doll
I bet you'll give him everything

Hands held
Lips locked
Bitten
Complaints
Not to his face
Afraid of him
His raised hand

You'll scream and shout
Pound the walls; Climb them
Kick and punch
But you won't let it all out

Poem type rant

You are so completely submissive
It's almost insulting
You agree with everything I say
It's just revolting

Do you not have a tongue that can fire back at me?
I give all I got;
You never disagree
Peace love and happiness
Whatever
You lack passion

If you have some emotions
You cover them well
Stuck being 'poor mister depressed'
Singing about his personal hell

You think you're so cool
But dignity protests
Everyone is past you now
You're just one of the rest

Quit being such a drama to your tragic tale
Grow a pair
Get well soon
I'm leaving you, so write a song
I'm sure I'm the one who failed