Song -- Flirt (Draft)

What is a girl to do?
If she can't be in love with the guy she chooses
She is gonna blow

And what is a girl to say?
You're blocking my advances
Yet leading me astray

I promise myself I wont pull any moves
'Cause you won't want me to do so
Then you smile and laugh with me
It all goes out the window

I'm not proving anything
Just setting myself up for a fall
I'm not winning you over
I'm just looking like a fool

Welcome to my barren existence
Won't you shine a little light
On why I pray on your every emotion?
Why I won't give up without a fight?

This is ridiculous
I'm driving myself insane
There's no getting away from my
One-player game

How do I get out?
I've dragged myself down the alley
To see what it's about

How did I get in?
I'm not a model
Never been stick-thin

I'll make that promise; I won't bother
Yet I fall at your hand
Just one look I trip, I stumble
There's no need for demands

I'm not proving anything
Just setting myself up for a fall
I'm not winning you over
I'm just looking like a fool

Welcome to my barren existence
Won't you shine some of your light
On why I pray for a little devotion
Why I won't give up without a fight.

Happy day

Summer sun shines
Through the leaves of these twisted vines
Smile through the dappled light
Time is now right
Plant a flower
Watch it bloom
Keep dreaming;
Love is around the next corner
You just have to wait
It'll come soon

Song -- Isabella

Darling I can see the whites of your eyes from here
You make all the days logic disappear
And Isabella spies you from her chair
I wish you wouldn't notice
I wish you wouldn't care

Isabella's watching you; look out
'Cause from here I see what she's all about
She'll charm you, use you, leave you
But in the time between she'll please you
Bella baby I wish you weren't real
I'm reaching for support
I need to feel
Sweetheart she's got you now; hard luck
Tomorrow you'll find you've been -

Under her spell she's seduced you
You're not used to
The love you think she feels
She's praying on your emotions
She'll be a lotion
To your chafed feelings

Isabella’s watching you; look out
‘Cause from here I see what she’s all about
She’ll charm you, use you, leave you
But in the time between she’ll please you
Bella baby I wish that you weren’t real
I’m reaching for support
I need to feel
Sweetheart she’s got you now; hard luck
Tomorrow you’ll find you’ve been -

She says, oh she says,
I love you
I need you
I hate you
To please you
Isabella walks away unharmed
Pick up your heart, love, you've been had
I wish I could stop the pain you feel
But to you Isabella's all that's real

Isabella’s done watching you; stand out
‘Cause from here I see what she’s all about
She's charmed you, used you, left you
But in the time between she's pleased you
Bella baby I wish that you weren’t real
I’m reaching for support
I need to feel
Sweetheart she’s gone now; hard luck
Tomorrow you’ll find you’ve been saved

Goldrush

I sank my teeth into molten gold
Slicing, swallowing blood, that flowed
Tipped like shots down my burning throat
Eyes like fire, burning bright
And you, you watch me from afar
Waiting for me to trip over
So you may catch me, a hero, forsooth
And yet you watch as I fall
For romance leaves little on your tongue
And I, the blinded, am undone.

Poem -- Silence

I'm the conversation killer
Lip stillin'
Freeze the words half way to your tongue
Ain't it thrillin'?
How I manage to stop all joy full banter
It's just stage presence
I'm Dracula
And you're the victim.

Song -- Trousers (Draft)

Get yo' ass over here
Put yo' hips in second gear
Movers, shakers, on the prowl
Booty drop 'til you're tired out
Grind close against the wall
Dance until you start to stall
We need this bass to feel you now
Sweatin', gettin' dirty, OW!

Wouldn't you love
To see me now
Dancing on my own
In your trousers
I'm hip shaking in outer space
Wishing I was at your place

Listen to these when you are ... Sad

Just been dumped? Depressed? Need to cry until you freaking get over it? Listen to some of these, which are *in my opinion* some of the saddest songs in circulation.

Everytime -- Britney Spears

Memories -- Within Temptation

4 in the morning -- Gwen Stefani

Heard 'em say -- Kanye West feat. Adam Levine

505 -- Arctic Monkeys

Love song -- The Cure

Stan -- Eminem

El manana -- Gorillaz

Heartless -- Kanye West

Roses -- Kanye West

Thinking of you -- Katy Perry

Littlest things -- Lily Allen

Love story -- Nana Mouskouri

Who knew -- Pink

The sound of silence -- Simon and Garfunkel

Un-break my heart -- Toni Braxton

You're not sorry -- Taylor Swift

Ghetto gospel -- 2-Pac feat. Elton John

Stay with me -- Danity Kane

That last one never fails to make me cry. Seriously.

This is all your fault.

Bored
Mind spinning in circles
You something you something bloody you
Can't stop the imaginary rainclouds
But you can hold my umbrella
While I wait for a lift home.