Song -- Mythical

If I asked you to fall,
Would you trust me?
And if I asked you to fly,
Would you leave me
A kiss on my brow
My heart in your hands
Serenading the sound
Of my deepest fears
I'll miss you when you go

I'm not an angel,
I was so sure you were
But you didn't fly
So I gave up on Earth
And I prayed to the heavens
To the ones they said didn't exist
Well they didn't help me
But you saw through my kiss
And you told me
Life's like this.

Oh

*Instrumental*

I may be a coward
I watched you fall
But I'm not a devil
Like you're no angel
I can be a demon
You can hate me
For all it's worth
I'll still love you
But you'll see through my kiss
And tell me
Life's like this.

I want to

Feel the rush
Kiss you
Learn to touch
And miss you
Chat about dumbass stuff
Then feel how much we missed out
Regret you once we're done
Crying on the couch

I want to love you
And feel you love me back
It must be the hormones
I never want to take it back

Song -- Freedom

I'm blowing kisses at boys
And regretting it
I'm wishing I had those toys
Then regretting it
I'm dancing round my room in a bra
And looking out the window
It's open again (Oh, Lord)

I'm being a bitch to my friends
Then regretting it
I'm asking for it to end
And regretting it
I'm on the ground, on my knees, begging
Do I regret this?
Do I regret this?

I can pick myself up
When I'm feeling down
But I'll always need you to be around
I know that I'm angry
And happy and sad
I'll always be changing
Never the girl you wanted
I'm the girl of regret

I've been through bad times
Pitch black and sky blue
But I'm never so happy
As when I'm with you
I remember that one day you had off sick
When I went all emo
And called you a prick
I'm falling and flying
I'm off scar free
God forgive the poor soul
That ends up with me

I can pick myself up when I'm feeling down
But I'll always need you
To be around
I know that I'm angry
And happy and sad
I'll always be changing
Never the girl you wanted
I'm the girl of regret

Song -- Dreaming

I wanna go where the people say it's so beautiful
I wanna smile and here people say that I'm beautiful
I wanna sing and let it fill up every room
Where should we go,
I don't know
As long as it's wonderful
For me

I wanna swim in the ocean, swing round the monkey bars
I wanna run down the backstreets, feet covered in black tar
I wanna play with my best friend, ley her sell out on me.
Where should we go,
I don't care as long as it's free
'Cause we're broke

I'm not dreaming too high for me
I just want to travel the seas
Forgive me,
For trying to see the world
I can't help it
I'm just a girl.

Song -- Smut

I've been sick
I've been tired
I've been waiting around
For you
To get your arse back on level ground

I'm tired
Got concussion
A lump on my head
But I'd rather be here than alone in my bed

It's ridiculous and we're not done
To be honest, we haven't begun
Disappointment you are
To all I've read
You try to convince me to give you head

Don’t touch
I’m not yours
Whatever you think
I’m in love with fiction
Dream till I’m over the brink
You think I’m in love
I’ll call you a shrink
I’m much rather a dream boat
Than you by my sink

I'm not sorry
For all that I said
But it's true
I'd have smut
Over you in my bed

You're pathetic
It's not laughable
I retch at your efforts
And to sleep I fall
And my dreams
Full of sexed-up knights
Are forgotten too early
'Cause you wake me at daylight

Don’t touch
I’m not yours
Whatever you think
I’m in love with fiction
Dream till I’m over the brink
You think I’m in love
I’ll call you a shrink
I’m much rather a dream boat
Than you by my sink

I love you,
I need you,
I wake up.
You adore me?
I'm outta here
Before I throw up

You see me too often
For me to care
I won't miss you
You'd worship my bus fare

Don’t touch
I’m not yours
Whatever you think
I’m in love with fiction
Dream till I’m over the brink
You think I’m in love
I’ll call you a shrink
I’m much rather a dream boat
Than you by my sink

I've been sick
I've been tired
I've been waiting around
For you,
To get your ass
Back on level ground
I see you
I grimace
I'll walk away
Don't come near me again
Or I know what to say

Rap 1

Sometimes we feel the need
To spit our souls out over the chorus
I scream my sorrows over guitar
Could some sex-god play it for us?
Maybe I need therapy; retail sounds delightful
I'd love to go to the mall
If my demons weren't so spiteful
I'd like to be a princess, oh
Big white canopy bed
Then I might get some sleep
To ease my pounding head
My dignity is insincere
I'll take whatever's mine
My emotions are suppressed
Does that equal chugging wine?
No drug is gonna get you up
Who are you kidding?
Just know the ass who got you that
Won't be booked for dealing.

<3

Falling
Flying
Counting the freckles on your nose
Watching your back when you go
Waiting for you to call

Hiding
Finding
What I've been searching for
Leaving you alone
But wishing for so much more